Silently
Nearly weightless
I'm floating on
The surface of the sea
Like a nutshell
Far beyond the horizon
Darkness
Is still overcastting the sky
But the moon has taken
His place among the stars
And through a slight pain
I think of you
Occasionally
Dawning sunlight
Sensing the distance
Through this maze of eternity
To my numb emotions
In the vastness of my heart
Sometimes but frequently
When I think of you
My mind wins
Like a small but growing light
So I can call upon my heart
To gather strength to shed another tear
Sadly but truly
There are still these memories
Subdued by self-abasement
And fears of yesterday
But I'm smiling
Through each single tear
Slowly but surely
I'm warming up
For another stormy night
But the storm subsides
And your pure energy
Reaches my heart
Unforgettably
Maybe meaningless
I begin to realize
How you pleasure me
In this icy cloudy sea
Of frozen emotions
Sometimes but cruelly
I'm scared
Of drowning
Of sinking
To the bottom
Of this sea
Reluctantly
My senseless war
Of heart and mind
Is coming closer to an end
But till then
Sometimes
My heart
Calls upon my mind
And for a moment
A pleasant one
As my tear's falling
I'm free
Gefühlsduseleien
Ein Tag brachte Enttäuschungen.
Gescheiterte Versuche,
warfen kalten Schnee auf die Gedanken.
Träume sprangen aus den Wolken,
sie brachen sich beinahe das Genick,
doch sie [ ... ]
Wir sind beauftragt gar nichts zu erreichen.
Wir leben nur, damit halt Leben ist –
Wir kriechen feige, lassen uns erweichen
und sehen zu, daß man so schnell [ ... ]