I've surched, been patient/
I was waiting/
For perfect moments/
And they never came/
I've learned and i'm learning/
I've changed my life/
For a thousend times/
But just do the same mistakes/
It just seems that i build a house/
With stones i laid on my own way/
I've built this house/
With stones made of doubts/
Overthinking and fear in letting go/
I've built the stairs with lies/
And this house becomes steadily higher/
And like sand trickles the time away/
I've lost myeself/
While i'm surching/
And i've forgotten/
What i'm looking for/
Took a restart and did it again/
Wanted to be perfect/
But was just a perfectionist in running away/
From myself/
It just seems that i build a house/
With stones i laid on my own way/
I've built this house/
With stones made of doubts/
Overthinking and fear in letting go/
I've built the stairs with lies/
And this house becomes steadily higher/
And like sand trickles the time away/
It just seems that i build a house/
With stones i lay on my own way/
A home for my demons/
I'm destroying just myself/
I've built this house/
With stones made of doubts/
Overthinking and fear in letting go/
I've built the stairs with lies/
And this house becomes steadily higher/
And like sand trickles the time away
Wie oft sagt man sich, ab jetzt wird alles anders, wie oft schaut man zurück und denkt sich, sowas mach ich nie wieder ? Aber wie oft ändert sich nichts, weil es einem so schwer fällt alte Gewohnheiten abzulegen oder es einfacher ist, genau so weiter zu machen wie bisher ?
Gefühlsduseleien
Ein Tag brachte Enttäuschungen.
Gescheiterte Versuche,
warfen kalten Schnee auf die Gedanken.
Träume sprangen aus den Wolken,
sie brachen sich beinahe das Genick,
doch sie [ ... ]
Sie merken es nicht, wenn die Welt untergeht –
Sie fahren momentan Porsche und Ferrari.
Sie sind in ihren Irrtümern ganz aufgebläht…
Ihre Trommeln nennen sie frech [ ... ]