Refrain:
Your behavior is the evidence
I am no good influence
No matter where, i would climb i would run
Just to make my mistakes undone
Day by day i ask myself what can i still do
Sometimes i believe i shall erase myself so i can no longer be a burden to you
I don't know how seriously i should take this thought
But it could be the best that all what's left of me is nought
Verse 1:
I don't know how it will continue
Is there a chance to hear a small i like you
Or should i walk the path of sorrow
That you can feel better tomorrow
So after all
Can i only fall
But you should rise
Like a goddess in disguise
Verse 2:
It might sound strange but i prefer my baddest dreams
The dark ones where i can remember all my screams
At least they are closer to reality
Since they don't hide my insanity
The good ones are just frustrating to what i feel
Cause when i wake up they only make me hating my own mind for real
I'm aware that you think this sounds very disquietly
So it might be the best if you're leaving me completely
Verse 3:
I'm unsure if i can say
That there is any other way
Cause before im gone
There can be only one
I need to cut my flesh until i see it bleeding
Doing it as long until my mind keeps leaving
So i can understand what i've done to your brain
Cause there's nothing of me that should remain
Refrain after Verse 3:
My behavior is the evidence
I was no good influence
No matter where, i would have climbed i would have run
Maybe that would have made my mistakes undone
Every day i asked myself what can i still do
So i erased myself to no longer be a burden to you
Indeed i knew how seriously i should take this thought
Because it's the best that all what's left of me is nought
In diesem Lied beschreibt er, dass er sich als einen schlechten Einfluss für sie wahrnimmt und über Suizid nachdenkt, damit er ihr nicht länger eine Last ist.
Gevatter Tod, -unsichtbarer Geselle,
verbreitest bisweilen Angst und Schrecken,
stehst von Anbeginn schon vor der Tür,
gehst neben mir, trittst an des Lebens Stelle.
Gefühlsduseleien
Ein Tag brachte Enttäuschungen.
Gescheiterte Versuche,
warfen kalten Schnee auf die Gedanken.
Träume sprangen aus den Wolken,
sie brachen sich beinahe das Genick,
doch sie [ ... ]