Refrain:
Why do i deserve that
Am i really this bad
Is there anybody who still likes me
Or shall i change what i wanna be
Everytime i tell the truth you will get mad
After the breakup you were so fucking sad
Until you had the next one from the queue
But after all i still cant stop loving you
Verse 1:
My brother makes me feel like i'm a chicane
He portrayed me as the sick one who's insane
And I always thought i could rely on my own mother
But when I told her how I feel she didn't bother
So many people call themselves my friend
But when they can help me this will end
I think i shall jump from a bridge
Because im unimportant like a midge
Verse 2:
When i first met all the new classmates in scool
I thought spending time with them could be cool
As soon as i opened me
Teasing was the fee
To be excluded by all the others kids hurted kind of deep
Staying lonely made me feel somehow like the black sheep
They liked it to much to bully me for my backpack
And when they punched me i was to shy to beat back
Verse 3:
I have said that i can't go on
And i feel like being on the ground
Since my motivation was all gone
And my heart felt wound
That was the point when she exploited me
Since gratitude was a thing i could never see
Even though thats what best friends would never do
The one to hurt me the most is you
Dieses Lied beschreibt die Bedeutungslosigkeit eines jungen Mannes, die er aufgrund schlechter Erfahrungen mit seinen Mitmenschen in sich selbst sieht.
Tage eilen in grauen Kleidern
an mir vorbei, doch ich
glaube zu schweben, eingehüllt
in einem Mantel aus Licht.
Ich habe noch viel vor
und halte die Uhren an,
doch das Leben läuft [ ... ]
Strahlend wärmt der Sonnenschein nach dürstend, finsterer Zeit.
Licht und Wärme streichelt alle Sinne, die wir haben.
Ein Märchen scheint erwacht zu sein, in einem bunten Kleid.
Des Lebens [ ... ]
Gevatter Tod, -unsichtbarer Geselle,
verbreitest bisweilen Angst und Schrecken,
stehst von Anbeginn schon vor der Tür,
gehst neben mir, trittst an des Lebens Stelle.