Refrain:
What do you i mean to you
Only friends, really true?
Did you see what i have done
Will you get it before i'm gone
Cause i kill me with a gun
Or will you stay with another one?
I love how we begun
Can the end be made undone
Verse 1:
How friendly do i have to be
Until you like what you see
The more i try not to die when i care
The more you get so shy to live a lie in your lair
And im forced to think about doing myself no good
Would i ever stop that if i could
I always thought it was a bad idea
But maybe doin it would make me happier
Verse 2:
Can we just pretend
That this isn't our end
Otherwise it's mine
Cause i need to draw the line
Would you laugh or cry or keep telling creepy lies
When you see how i die in front of your weepy eyes
It would be better without my insane brain
I'm about to efface me by the train
Verse 3:
When i've said you're the one that im missing
All you've done on my feelings is just pissing
I don't know how to deal with all your words
I can't say what they cause to my feelings
But i've to pick the right one out of 1000 meanings
And listen to my mind before it alerts
To be honest i do hate my life
I would like to end it with a knife
To be honest i really hate my life
I will end it with the knife
Kommentar:I think suicide is a easy way and why take this one, if it leads to nowhere. Who can tell, what is on the other side ? Live is the goal while a human lives. After that is another story. I see this topic like this.
Tage eilen in grauen Kleidern
an mir vorbei, doch ich
glaube zu schweben, eingehüllt
in einem Mantel aus Licht.
Ich habe noch viel vor
und halte die Uhren an,
doch das Leben läuft [ ... ]
Strahlend wärmt der Sonnenschein nach dürstend, finsterer Zeit.
Licht und Wärme streichelt alle Sinne, die wir haben.
Ein Märchen scheint erwacht zu sein, in einem bunten Kleid.
Des Lebens [ ... ]
Gevatter Tod, -unsichtbarer Geselle,
verbreitest bisweilen Angst und Schrecken,
stehst von Anbeginn schon vor der Tür,
gehst neben mir, trittst an des Lebens Stelle.