Nobody knew what was on my mind

I was there
On my own
And nobody could see what was
on my mind

I stood there
in the hallway
with a knife, from which
blood dripped


Outside
on the street
layed a man wrapped
in evil shades

One could
only see
his pale face and
his open eyes


In the sky
were fiery clouds
and rain washed
his blood away


When the
sirens rang
I flee without a place
to go

I went from
country to country
many years I was
on the run

One dawn
I stood on a bridge
as the sun wrapped
all in gold

Nobody could
catch me
and no judge sent
me to prison


But I could not
hide from my soul
that knows my
cruelsome deed

I saw the dark flood
underneath my feet
and nobody knew what
was on my mind

All my faults
were burnt in memories
that recorded every stap
I did

Now I always
see his face
day and night
it hunts me

This scary
eyes
empy and with no
glimpse of life

I took
my choice
I knew I have
to quit this world

I did
one last step
a step into
eternity

I glanzed down to
this angry river
took a last breath
before I jumped

As i fell through
the dreary air
nobody knew what
was on my mind

It was
a long fall
till I hit
these stormy waves

It was black
with no light
as the water pushed me down
I lost every sight

I went deeper
away from the surface
as my lungs
got emptier

I forgot
all my fears
during this bitter
moments

Finally
I got my penalty
for my cruelsome
actions

As my lungs
longed for air
deadly water
filled them instead

Shortly before
I got unconscious
everything was dim
and my life was shown

In the end
I understood
but it was too late
to save me









I could not
bear
that my best friend
is able to kill

So my wicked
self
changed my pictures to
discharge him




As the water
drowned me
all my life
vanished from
me

I caught sight
of a tiny light
but then it
faded off

There was
no salvation
when I
died...






Refrain:

As a child
I always
Played in the yard

As a child
I often went to
run in the sun

As a child
I went into
fruity woods

Was mainly friendly
and did no harm
to others

Interlude:

But this days
are gone

And this days
are long ago

These days
have ceased

They have ceased


© Tobias Süess

© Tobias Süess

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