Every night you are a part of my dream,
never want you to disappear in my seen.
It feels like before when we were together,
being beside me when life teachs me to be better.
But why are you so quiet, like an observer?
Always watching me when I failure
and then touch me hopeful like a savior.
In my dreams I look at you as my preserver,
but in my head it says "No, you are worser!"
Cause in the end you wont appreciate
to hold all this weight.
Don't forget all those wasted new beginnings,
all I got are your expensive billings.
Im fighting against myself every night,
to get back my beloved purest light.
But our memories go through my head like a movie,
the hurtful ones and happiest ones.
Wish I could see again my lil' beauty,
my soul is still hoping about all those months...
The days are changing,
feelings gonna raging.
I miss the old good times,
cannot describe this with lines.
Just wanna let you see my signs,
that I still love all of your kinds.
Don't know why I always forgive.
Even if I give up to live,
when I was with you,
won't split my heart in two.
Cause my heart is still occupied by you. ♡
Tage eilen in grauen Kleidern
an mir vorbei, doch ich
glaube zu schweben, eingehüllt
in einem Mantel aus Licht.
Ich habe noch viel vor
und halte die Uhren an,
doch das Leben läuft [ ... ]
Strahlend wärmt der Sonnenschein nach dürstend, finsterer Zeit.
Licht und Wärme streichelt alle Sinne, die wir haben.
Ein Märchen scheint erwacht zu sein, in einem bunten Kleid.
Des Lebens [ ... ]
Gevatter Tod, -unsichtbarer Geselle,
verbreitest bisweilen Angst und Schrecken,
stehst von Anbeginn schon vor der Tür,
gehst neben mir, trittst an des Lebens Stelle.
„Schau doch wie die Bäume blühen“
flüstert mir mein Freund ins Ohr.
„Siehst du wie die Jahre ziehen?!“
frage ich ihn voll Humor –
aber er geht nicht drauf ein,
denn er lässt [ ... ]